1 sept is coming

it is the date i miss so much since last 2 month

haha!!!

am i crazy??

tomorrow i will pass up all assignment d

i am so so so happy now

at last i can relax myself

and

it is my playing time again

last few day i busy for my assignmetn at hometown until crazy

all my hair stand up

......

today at least can relax

accompany my brother to gurney

waste money again

movie again

and

meet with friends

i am so so so tired now

my housemate scold me just now

say i am a crazy girl

always go out

while play i am not tired

if study and assignment i will tired

ya...

there are right.....

another i point the scold me is

i go steamboat again

last week i just went

today i go again

haha!!

i think my boss will going scold me tomorrow

i eat lot today

if i become fat then die d

is time for me to rest

tomorrow will be challenging day

good nite everyone

muacks

Gong Gong....i miss you...

let talk about yesterday

i went to taiping early morning

going to pray my grandpa there

already 1 year i didn't go to meet him

miss him so much

i follow my mummy, uncle and my grandma there

luckily there was no ppl

so that we can finish it faster

haha!!

all my gramdpa memory come to my mind suddenly

since he died

i haven think about this before

yesterday was my 1st time

i bring my sister in front of him

i ask my sis to talk to him

" gong gong, i am xue yi...when you die i was inside my mummy tummy only. i came here to see you now......hope that you can let me get good result i nmy exam and don't wan to be naughty oh!! "

that is what my sis told my grandpa yesterday...

haha!!

another 1 thing

i saw my gramdma cry yesterday

haiz....

my gramdpa die in hospital

so pity enough

lot of sickness came to him

i still remember the screem

he keep holding my mum hand before he gone

i think i know what he think in his mind

anyway...

i really miss him so much

i still remember that when i was small

there was an ostrick farm

he will bring me there once i visit him

with a motor....

i will hug his big big tummy

gong gong...

i miss you here....

ending....

it nearly ending

all my assignment nearly finish

and

the expire date is on next week only

i so miss the moment of all this busy life

but

this is mylast semester to prepare all this assignment

i hope that all this can stop at this moment

haha!!!

i can't believe that i have been finish this course

even still got few subject need to resit

erm...

my last semester are not really smoothly

lot of problem coming up

now

i got my labtop problem

haiz

need to send to toshiba centre

luckily now still can open

but got a bit lag only

as long as can let me finish my this course can d

that is what i want

my college life is going to finish

an believe that

i am so happy

what should i do next??

erm

i will go to work

earn money

then will continue my study again

i need to rest

this is my coming up plan

haha!!!

Happy Birthday Jason

yeah...

just now go to celebrate birthday with my best friends

haha!!

we go to eat steambot

my hand and face is hurt now

haiz

long time didn't celebrate with my friends d

especially this gang

miss them so much

we will be best friends forever

muacks.....

we plan to go to travel after graduate few month later

this will be our 1st trip

and

also the last trip

can wait to reach that moment now

i am so so so full now

like a hungry ghost

haha!!

my friends give me a new nick name now

quite nice name right??

haha!!

anyway...

i have another nice memory today

it will be keep inside my heart forever

i am so happy that can know you all

you all are my angle

friends forever

even we will leave after 2 month

but

our heart will always stay together

assignment week

my holiday not fun at all
everyday also need to go to sch
for discussion
until nest week assignment sumittion date
haiz

so tired
like having 1 week full day class
later need to go to sch again
my bad luck like come towards me
my computer in hospital
all my assignment is stuck
haiz
i need to borrow my friends computer to do
i hate it
i cannot do all my thing well

but
it only 1 week
next week we will pass up all our assignment d
haha!!
we can go to play lo...
quite a long time i didn't enjoy myself d
i miss that moment so much

yesterday i stay at college for whole day
so tired
until 3 pm i slp in front of my friends computer
haha
piggy time........
well....
this is my life.....
i need to accept it.....

2 day>>>>8 hour

damm tired now
since friday nite until now
i only sleep for 8 hour
i don't know what i am doing
sit in front of computer
go out with my friends
haiz

that all...
today is my tired day
i feel like going to sleep
but i can't
i keep turning myself on the bed
maybe because of the time haven reach yet gua
haha!!

my stupid computer really make me crazy
at last
she went to hospital d
i need to pay for the medical fees 2 more day
what the hell.....
this is the time that i busy for my assignment
i need to pass up my assignment
haiz

i can't do anything now
lucky my friends borrow me her computer
thanks you so much...
but only can use for few hour la
when she go t work i only can use

i promise myself that tonite i wanna to slp early d
12 am sharp
haha....

awake after sleep....

erm

at last i back to pg

i stay at hometown at least 2 week d

i lazy to come back pg

because here is too tired

but

this week i will stay here

i wanna to start my assignment d

my survey form

1 SEP is my next assignment passing up date

haiz

it really a busy holiday for me

i haven start anything yet

this few day need to do something come out

my survey form must come out by this few day

because of line problem

the morderm in my pg house cannot use

only can use ph phone cable

lucky now no ppl at home

so that i can do my thing

haha!!!

so quite now

after sleep and rest so many day at hometown

now is my busy day

at burn midnite oil

haha!!

Mon mon 2

( my egg shell with 3 primary colour- so ugly)

i am back

i lost for few day d

because of my busy life and i wanna to solve some problem

now i am free

last nite something happen in my house

but lucky nothing

thanks for my dad so much

today is my busy life

i go out from 7.30am until 3pm

haiz

today the weather is so hot

i cannot tahan...

going to sick if i the weather still continue like this

tomorrow got another assignment going to pass up again

mon mon 2

haha!!

this is only a nick name

the real name is " montessori assignment 2 "

we need to come out our own materials

i did an egg shell to teach color

at first

i plan to do a magic box with 3 primary color

because of the rules of montessori

i can't do it

so sad

any way

i will just pass up tomorrow

i catch my sis to come an help me about video shooting model

hope tomorrow lecture won't choose my video show in class

if not

i will run out from the class

i don't know what to say anymore

hope you all have a nice day lo

Tired Day

erm

i am going to die now

because of some problem

i feel so tired

especially this few day

i meet some financial problem with my friends

haiz

my life look so terrible

because of helping someone

now

i got my own problem

i don't know what should i do now

i don't know who can help me

only can solve myself gua

i cry in my room today

i feel so nervous

and

stressful

what should i do now?

erm...

still got lot of assignment waiting for me to pass up

this friday

i have no mood to do anymore

if i can't solve this problem

i thing i can't gone through other thing

help me please....

18岁的天空

前几个月

我看了一套马来西亚的偶像剧

“逆风18"

戏里让我看见了以前的我

所以今天就来跟大家分享我的过去吧！

18岁？？

是我中五毕业的那年

很怀念

还记得以前的我很丑很难看

时常被朋友欺负

而且我很静

如果现在认识我的朋友就会知道我是一位怎样的人

以前我是那位像电视剧里时常被欺负的同学

从来不会反抗

我也不懂为什么

哈哈！

很少出门

朋友也很少

就算最好的朋友

她们对我也不是很好

这一切我都忍下来了

当时我心里一直在告诉自己

“我的人生就会这样下去吗？我的前面是什么？”

一直到了毕业那年

还有出来读书那时

我的生活才慢慢的改变

人也变得开朗了

学会了打扮

学会了跟人家沟通

等等

改变成了现在的我

我开始有了目标

开始找到了自己的兴趣

这些事情

就像一页页的图画一样

在我脑海了

今天我回想起来是

真的觉得自己很荣幸

我要感谢母亲

是她叫我出来念书

是她送我出来的

在学业上

我学会了没有不可能的道理

只要努力

鸡蛋也会变黄金蛋

永远对自己说可以

不要害怕别人的嘲笑声

因为那是呼唤我们走向成功的道路

学会跟人家比较

模仿人家

从中学习

这样就会进步了

最后补充几句

人生的道路是很长了

每天我们都会演不同的角色

不要担心明天是什么

未来做什么

只要做好现在的事情

开心就好.....

这样人生就会觉得快乐

Learning Appratus

today i felt so tired

not only today

from last 2 day

lucky last nite got my dear dear accompany me

if not i cannot slp again

thanks you so much dear

i sleep well last nite

but this morning i wake up early

wash my clothes

go to car park pay money

haiz

and

my computer problem

until 11am

my mum come to fetch me then go to gurney

i ask my dear go together

but he don't wan

i go gurney

he go back BM

i eat lot today

maybe because of too many thing worry

my mind is full

i felt like going to die now

eapecially my brain

next week got another assignment going to pass up again

Learning Appratus

i need to prepare montessori playing materials by myself

erm

a creative way withsame concept

to produce in the class

then come out a lesson plan

this is one of the challenging assignment for me

i will try my best to do it

because this is an individual assignment

sat and sun got science camp in USM

2 day 1 nite

this is also one of our assignment

visit us there if your house got any children

come and join us

i think that all for today gua

i am so so so tired now

good nite everyone

bad luck

it was another tired day again
just finish my class today
discussing
capture video
at last i finsih one assignment
tomorrow going to pass up d
this semester i getting lazy again
lot of us also same
especially for those are going to graduate this semester
haha!!

this few day i meet lot of problem
very tired
financal problem
why human need to have money
isit didn't have money cannot do anything?
erm
if give me a chance
i won't create money
this few day i got this problem
it make me tired
and
i getting cry now
my dear dear also don't know how to how to help me

today
our coursemate meet an serious thing
er....
make us so worry about her
it really bad luck la....

give me some good luck please...

lier

yesterday i went to a meeting
erm
the title is talk about lier
lot of ppl is receive the call
some of them are get more serious case
for example my mum

my mum told me she receive a call
when she pick up the phone
there was a crying sound (male)$
he cry and say: " help me...help me mummy, i am going to die now"
the crying sound so pity
my mum feel scare when she hear the crying sound
and she though that is my brother
but lucky
my brother is come back home at that time
he just finish his class

erm
this is one of the case about my mum
another simple case about me
i receive a message from my mum hp number
the message write that got enegency
at first i believe everything
i call my mum
but
my mum phone no ppl pick up
cannot get through
then i call to my dad
my dad say my mum is watching tv at home ah
sit at living room

so
you all also same
be careful they say
don't simply believe what

High FeVer

erm

at last i am sick

haiz

high fever last night

i feel so sorry to my montessori group member

i can't attend the video shooting today

because of fever

need to wait until wednesday only can go back pg d

haiz

what should i do now

i know my friends sure very angry with me d

because when i nsg her this morning she already on the way to sch

erm

i feel so angry i sick now

lot of thing i need to do

our segi prom nite is coming soon

i need to find some ppl to sponsor hair, make up and dress

for performance

20 ppl

10 guy and 10 gal

got any one interest to sponsor

or

got anyone know about them ??

can let me know

we will have free ticket for those wh are sponsor for us

thanks

time to rest now

DECE opening ceremory

already 3 day i didn't write my blog here

sorry to everyone

haha!!

this few day is my busy day

what i busy??

erm

our college new building opening ceremory

yesterday was the ceremory

our course DECE are busy for our resourc centre

at last

all of us done

look quite nice

but not that types that i wan

especially the window parts

look blank only

this is a part of our assignment

after this

workshop again

next wed

the assignment coming one by one

which one should i done??

haiz

it very tired

too busy d

eeryday i need to stay whole day in school

go out 8am

reach home 6pm

haiz

my mum ask me why i am so busy??

but what can i do??

it is my job right??

add oil only lo

haha

in my friends house now
haha...
i go out for 16 hour d
from morning 9am until now nearly 11pm
i still haven go back to my house
where i go??
go to movie
and now waiting to go to my friends birthday celebration
haha.....

so tired
and
i getting sick and sick
whole class are sick
our class full of virus
if got chance
i won't go to sch
because all the ppl is sick
i also sick
i wanna to rest at home
but
it too many thing to do
i need more energy and extra time

can i have 36 hour per day

so that i can do more thing
i am talking about nonsense thing now
it very boring
and tired

my dear dear is going to scold me d
haha..
hope he not do so...

sick d still wanna to go to play

FuLl...

full this week

assignment

resource center

discussion

haiz

this is my time table for this week

today when i went to the class

i feel very blur

it too lot of thing too do

haiz

i don't know which one i need to start 1st

my mind is blank

our resource center change again

haiz

our lecture don't like we paint the window

she keep changing what she request to us

last time she wanna us to paint

but

this time she say she don't wan

we need to clean all our paint on window

all of us don't like her so much

she ask me must go to my practicum after this

november

i am so so so lazy to go

well

i cannot do anything also

this is part of my course

haha!!

it time to start my assignment nw

bye

my 21st birthday party

my lovely  pinky rabbit

my 21st birthday cake

erm

at last my 21st birthday is over

let start to talk from saturday

saturday i celebrate my birthday with my dear dear

it is a simple celebration between 2 of us

i having dinner in his house

after that watch movie at his home

until the time

we just go to celebration at a cake house near alma

haha!!!

i love this kind of celebration

thanks you dear dear

later on..

yesterday my birthday party

at my house

there are lot of ppl coming to my house last nite

all my cousin attend too

this is a suprise for me

haha

i didn't know that they will come

i though there are busy for work

my aunt

my caregiver

my SGM member

and

lot lot lot

my naughty brother use the egg the knock my head

so pain

haiz

but is ok

as long as happy together

most of the ppl giving me the ang pao

quite lot of money also

haha

but my mum keep it for me

she say need to keep wan wor

cannot use

even i hope i can use

but

on the other way

i can save money again

the present i like most

lot of photo will upload in my facebook and here

go to take a look there